CarterShand

  Update & Explanation Of Absence July, 7th 2013 4:25 PM Hello, First I want to apologize for my recent absence. I have bean amazingly busy. I was elected as secretary in my local Youth Advisory Committee (Y.A.C), and have bean busy re-righting applications, the minutes ect.  Also I have bean focusing on my music, specifically piano and voice. I got accepted into a elite summer camp program called "Blue Lake Fine Arts Camp" with a scholarship for $500 for Tenor. In choral there are different voice types. For men the voice types are: Base, Baritone & Tenor. Each voice type has its each section. I happen to be Tenor. Tenor is the h

Favorite Candy: Reese's Peanut Butter Cups! Favorite Pop: Coke Favorite Tea: Vanilla Chi & Spiced Red Tea Favorite Energy Drink: MONSTER! (Green) Favorite Play: Hamlet Favorite Modern Musician: Emilie Autumn Favorite books: (To many… but some of my favorites are "Edger Allen Poe: The complete tails and poems" "the complete works of William Shakespeare" the complete works of Lewis carol" Favorite Classical Composure(s): Vividly, Chou Pan

(Warning: Trigger! this poem is about my self harm history..if you are resently recovering from Self Harm, this may be a trigger for you! so for the safty of yourself, please if you are not fully recoverd from self harm do not read.) I feel the bite I feel the blade As it slits deep Into my vain I can't help but bleed I can't help but feel The much needed realsese I was dying to feel It may be sick It may be warped But I need a brake From this torture From this pain I cannot endure Much more of this Without sweet release I take my blade And I press it deep Deep into my wrist Deep into my vain Knowing the pain Knowing it